Reflections In Progress

We often has a desire to belong to some place , person or a group. It’s hard for some to define this and easily decided by the others. They know exactly what they want and reverse in life, I think we all do deep down inside, we dont accept it.

Have you ever being to a new place in your life and felt like this is where my soul belongs, you instantly feel at home , comfortable and feels like you have being here before. I visited a place in Podi Garhwal in Uttarakhand few months ago for the first time. I felt at peace there, although I was alone but I felt safe and comfortable and thought these people are so lucky to be living a slow peaceful and banded with close family and friends. What more can a person desire in life…

I felt jealous of them, I wanted to live the same life close to the nature. I have visited so many different places in India over the years, but never felt so good and calm at any place. I couldn’t stop thinking about this place since I am back, I wanted to visit again and experience it again and again.

I have realised they are living a meaningful and a content life than us who are struggling to survive in cities because of the job, staying away from family. I left home at 18, since then I just visit my parents house for few days… I always wanted to live with them , dreamt of living with them always, which wasnt possible every time. I envied those who live with parents and never left them. May be I Am an emotional person, but there is nothing wrong in desiring for something close to your heart….

There are moments in life when we feel unheard, even by those closest to us. we take responsibility for our choices, yet sometimes we continue to carry blame long after the moment has passed.

This blog is not about knowing all the answers, it’s about growth, reflection and finding meaning in difficult seasons of life. If you ever misunderstood, discouraged or alone in your thoughts, who feels stuck between where they are or where they want to be, I hope you fine comfort in knowing you are not alone in this path. There are seasons in life when everyone seems to have an opinion about what you should have done differently.